As I write this, I’m filled with a wave of memories and emotions. Today is a special day—my daughter Hannah’s 23rd birthday. Since the moment she entered my life, she has brought an indescribable warmth and joy, earning the nickname ‘my sunshine.’ I’m celebrating this milestone by reflecting on our journey together and the light she continues to bring into my life.
A Bright Light in Our Lives
Hannah’s arrival was a bright spot in a time full of struggles. After years of miscarriages and fertility issues, her birth—just two days past her due date—was a welcome surprise. As a tiny newborn, she brought both joy and doubt into my life, making me question my abilities as a mother. But over time, she became the center of my world.
Balancing financial difficulties and the demands of our growing business, my husband and I had to manage work and parenting. We couldn’t afford childcare, so Hannah came to work with us every day. In the midst of customer interruptions, breastfeeding became our routine, and she developed a comforting habit of sucking her fingers when I couldn’t be there.
Nineteen months later, her younger sister Ally was born, and Hannah took on the role of a loving big sister. After my first husband and I divorced, Hannah’s world changed dramatically. Despite her own sadness, she provided comfort and strength to Ally, showing remarkable love and resilience. Their bond as sisters remains strong and special to this day.
My Daughter: Achievement, Support, and Service
Hannah’s academic achievements and diverse activities showcase her strong determination. Balancing sports like soccer and badminton with her studies, she grew into a confident and independent person. While high school was challenging at first, she eventually found her place, thriving with grace and empathy.
From an early age, Hannah was a crucial part of my business, always stepping in during busy times and providing emotional support. One of my favorite memories is when, at around 10 years old, she would wake up at 5 a.m. to join me on my morning jogs. She’d ride her bike alongside me as I ran 10 miles, showing her dedication to spending time with me and supporting me.
As she grew, Hannah also developed a passion for travel and helping others. From a young age, she volunteered in countries like Fiji and Thailand, eager to make a difference in the lives of those in need.
Heartfelt Letter from My Daughter
When my daughter left for SDSU four years ago, I expected to be overwhelmed with tears, but they never came. Perhaps the busyness of settling her in or the excitement of her new adventure overshadowed my sadness, reminding me of my own nervous days at university.
Before we parted ways, she gave me a farewell letter that has become a treasured keepsake. Reading it later at home brought tears—tears of relief and joy. Her mature and heartfelt words, even expressing gratitude for our discussions about plant-based diets that used to frustrate her, touched me deeply. I longed for a hug from her in that moment.
Even though I had my doubts as a mother, her letter reassured me of my place in her life. Her absence made the house feel quiet, but her presence lingered in every corner. The memories of our cuddles, her bright smile, and warm hugs became my comfort, offering reassurance during the quieter times.
Graduation: A Journey of Pride
Four years have flown by, and now my daughter is nearing graduation. As May approaches, we look forward to celebrating not just her achievement but also the joy shared with her younger sister. It feels like just yesterday that I was holding the heartfelt letter she gave me as a freshman, a symbol of her journey beginning.
Now, she’s on the brink of adulthood, a confident and independent woman. The pride I feel as her mother is immense. Despite being the one who guided her, she has taught me so much about empathy and caring for others. Her compassionate spirit has profoundly enriched my perspective on life.
She continues to shine with the warmth and light that has always been her hallmark. Her unwavering presence not only brightens my world but also touches everyone she meets. As she steps into this new chapter, she’ll always be my sunshine and a constant source of inspiration.
